Emotional Black Hole
I hate everyone right now. I feel so isolated and unreal - like nothing really exists right now. I hate being here, existing, feeling. I just do not feel like talking to or having a relationship with anyone right now. I don’t think I can explain how I hate how everyone is, how they are so stupid and how they try to impress each other and get stuff. I am like completely empty right now.
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August 16th, 2007 at 3:27 pm
Would be ironic to suggest you joined the club?!
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August 16th, 2007 at 4:14 pm
i dont really get what you mean by ironic though
August 17th, 2007 at 8:59 am
Nevermind…not many people understand me! I guess it was far-fetched irony:
* you hate everyone and how they are
* you feel isolated and not wanting to have a relationship ith anyone…hence me asking you to join a club would be ironic…in a far fetched kind of way…ahh nevermind. I’ll go crawl back under that rock…
August 18th, 2007 at 11:37 pm
I hate how everyone is, how they are so stupid and how they try to impress each other…
This will never change..we feed off others visions of us…
August 27th, 2007 at 3:14 am
mujaahidah, ok, yah, i kinda get it now :)
bint abdilla you’re right somewhat - but since i think it’s a bad quality - yes, it’s natural, but one to be fought against - one of the sahaabah radhi’allaahu ‘anhu (i think it was ‘umar) said you should think of people like animals or small children (like if you’re around a cat you won’t be like, what does that cat think of me lol or a baby) - so i’m not saying i never have that (rarely i do) but i know it’s stupid and try to well, not :)